Rabu, 21 Oktober 2009

About this future

not too smart,
not too art
nothing to be proud
and it's all too fucking loud

you see?
this lunatic sea?
I know its too pathetic
to realize you are sick

dot to dot
one to another
lead us to visit an odd
to visit our mother

all of this blankness
all of this jokes
all will be stored
as an unforgettable soak

talking about what is God
talking about who is Angel
so blur like covered by Mud
no formula and unexplainable

So Now,
here I am
dreaming about this future
Wishing about those treasure

nothing wrong with it,
nothing wrong...
with
it

Sabtu, 03 Oktober 2009

Chat With God -- This time, I do not blaspheme

CHAT WITH GOD !!!

God : Hello. Did you call me?
Me: Called you? No.. who is this?

God : This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.
Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am
in the midst of something.

God : What are you busy at?
Me: Don't know. But I cant find free time. Life has become hectic.
It's rush hour all the time.

God : Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you
results.Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.
Me: I understand. But I still can't figure out. By the way, I was not
expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.

God : Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you
some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the
medium you are comfortable with.
Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?

God : Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it
complicated.
Me: why are we then constantly unhappy?

God : Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday.
You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your
habit. That's why you are not happy.
Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?

God : Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.
Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty..

God : Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.
Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?

God : Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be
purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't
suffer. With that experience their life become better not bitter.
Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?

God : Yes. In every terms, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives
the test first and the lessons afterwards.
Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can't we be
free from problems?

God : Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons
(to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and
endurance, not when you are free from problems.
Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we
are heading..

God : If you look outside you will not know where you are heading.
Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken.
Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.
Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in
the right direction. What should I do?

God : Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a
measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying
than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others
work with the clock.
Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?

God : Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you
have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.
Me: What surprises you about people?

God : When they suffer they ask, "Why me?" When they prosper, they
never ask "Why me" Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but
few want to be on the side of the truth.
Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the answer.

God : Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to
be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it.
Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.
Me: How can I get the best out of life?

God : Face your past without regret. Handle your present with
confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.
Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.

God : There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.
Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start the New
Year with a new sense of inspiration.

God : Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your
doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a
problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to
live.

TRUST IN GOD AND ENJOY LIFE IN FULL
(dari Master Mister Achmad Damani tuk calon 'para penghuni dua surga')

Jumat, 25 September 2009

Our future?

Gw, Oreey dan Rardo diskusi tentang masa depan..
Kita semua bnr2 ga tau mau jadi apa dimasa depan.
Tapi yang kita tau pasti, kita gak mungkin bisa sukses dan kaya kalo kita cm begini2 aja.
Tiap hari adanya tawaaaaa doang, gak fokus2..

Serem bgt klo uda bayangin masa depan.
Si Rardo masih beruntung dikit. Dia udah kerja di Perusahaan Advertising gitu.
Gw??? Cuma sok2an krn pernah dpt bbrp proyek kecil.

Sumpah ngeri bgt ngebayangin masa depan.
Oia gue lupa masa depan itu tinggal bbrp bulan lg.
Insya Allah Taun dpn gw uda jd Sarjana.. OH MY GOD!

Minggu, 20 September 2009

Sorry Blogging thing!

It's been a while since my last post.
haha, you know - Twitter absolutely caught my attention.
Few words - Easier update - more users - quite fun!

but it doesn't means this blogging thing is forgotten.. just a little bit left.
Ok now I try to write something.


and.


it is nothing.


goddamnit.

Selasa, 01 September 2009

THINK!

"Is God willing to prevent evil,
but not able? then he is not omnipotent.

Is He able, but not willing?
then he is malevolent.

Is He both able and willing?
then why is there evil?

Is He neither able and willing?
then why call Him God?"

Kamis, 27 Agustus 2009

21 is...

A Game

An Urban Art

Work!!

A Sky Scenery

August 28th 1988
The Day I was Borned
and today I'm 21st

Rabu, 26 Agustus 2009

Malaysia memang keterlaluan tetapi....

Indon : "Fuck Maling!"
Maling : "Fuck Indon!"

Perang mulut sedang mendera kedua bangsa ini.. Gw ikutan ga?
tentuu... Gw benci Malingshit dengan seluruh JiwaRaga gw...

Kebudayaan Indonesia banyak dicolong ama dia..sehingga Kebudayaan Malingshit sendiri adalah "Mencuri!". Selain itu banyak TKI yang diperlakukan tidak manusiawi disana..(gak perlulah gw ngasih link beritanya.. lo sering nonton beritanya kan di TV?) Dan yang terakhir Lagu kebangsaan Indonesia "Indonesia Raya" dicaci maki oleh Malingfuckingshit! nih liriknya

"Indonesial tanah Cairku
Tanah tumpah muntahku
Disanalah aku merangkak hina
Jadi kubur
Indonesial negara miskin ku
Bangsa Busuk dan Tanah Miskinku
Marilah kita semua tidur
Indonesial negara miskinku
Mati lah tanahku Modar lah negriku
Bangsaku Rakyatku semuanya
Miskin lah jiwanya Tidurlah badannya
Untuk Indonesial Miskin
Indonesial Miskin Mampous Modar
Datang kerja Malaysia Tapi TKI
Jadiperampok
Rompak Malaysia bawa wang ke Indon
Indonesial Pendatang Haram
Miskin lah Miskin lah
Datang Haram ke Malaysia Tiada paspor
Bila kena tangkap dan hantar balik
Kata nya malaysia jahat
Indonesial Negara Perampok
Indonesial Menghantar perampok maling
pekerja TKI Indonesial
hantaq pi Malaysia
IndonesialMaling
Merampok lagu Malaysia
Mengatakan itu lagu mereka
Indonesial Tanah yang hina
Tanah gersang yang miskin
Di sanalah aku miskin Untuk slama-lamanya
Indonesial Tanah puaka
Puaka Hantu Kita semuanya
Negara luas hasil bumi banyak tapi miskin
Datang minta sedekah di Malaysia
Marilah kita mendoa Indonesial brengset
Gersang lah Tanahnya mundurlah jiwanya
Bangsanya Rakyatnya semuanya
Tidurlah hatinya Mimpilah budinya
Untuk Indonesial Miskin
Indonesial Tanah yang kotor Tanah kita yang Malang
Disanalah aku tidur selamanya bermimpi sampai mati
Indonesial! Tanah Malang Tanah yang aku sendiri benci
Marilah kita berjanji Indonesial miskin
Mati lah Rakyatnya Modar lah putranya
Negara Miskin Tentera Coma pakai Basikal
Miskinlah Negrinya Mundur lah Negara nya
Untuk Indonesial kurap
"

Kebangetan kan? emang mereka itu gak lebih mulia dari ANJING.
Tetapi setelah gw pikir2.. alesan mereka membenci indon, dan indon membenci maling itu memang cukup beralesan. Ada TKI indonesia baik yg legal maupun ilegal, menjadi perampok dan pencuri. Sehingga kesalahan segelintir orang ditimpakan kepada Indonesia secara keseluruhan. Kemudian hal tersebut menjadi : Maling benci indon, karena mereka warga maling.. sama seperti Indon membeci maling karena mereka warga indon.

ck ck ck ga bakal selese lah kalo gini...
tp yang paling gw benci juga adalah
banyak WNI yang ttp jalan2 ke Malingshit, padahal tau klo itu negara uda menghina RI.
Mereka shopping disana, hura2 disana, ngasih makan maling, bahkan kuliah disana....
bener2 ga ngerti gw ama apa yg ada dipikiran mereka.. mau jadi pengkhianat apa gimana sbnrnya?

Sori buat lo yg ngerasa tersindir ama tulisan gw. Tapi niat gw emang buat nyindir lo semua. Harap sadar, Malingshit tuh hina RI, tp lo malah buang2 duit buat mereka.. WTF with you guys??